Sad goodbye to Frank now goodbye to Jerry

 Goodbye Jerry,

You used to be sweet to me and now our time is gone. You moved on and now me too. I will miss our good days but our bad days I will not. I hope you find happi1ness and I hope I find salvation and happiness. My heart feels cold as a small black stone. I am not experiencing love from my family but I press on. Pressing on until the road ends from beneath my feet. My dog( was our dog) is feeling ways I don't understand but I am trying to care for him and keep him happy.

Right now now I just want a cup of coffee and big hug from someone. I thought I was done crying as the tears are welling up in my eyes.

One day I hope God can forgive me for my behavior and one day I hope to see jesus...maybe the mere thought of him will bring a mind hug to me and I can hug myself because Noone else wants to. You had your chance and you moved to where you thought things were brighter and more beautiful. Were they?

I have to say my mornings have been more peaceful alone with just my pup. Good luck Jerry. Goodbye as well.

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